My Last Day on 2011

                嗨，我又回来啦---几天都懒得去更新我的部落格，看似快发霉啦！

            其实不止呢！连我的人都快霉掉囖！近几天噶累透了，除了工作还是工作，

            我也是人一个嘛...也会有感情和喜怒哀乐等的心情，加上最近休息不够，夜睡

            工作等。。。可说是连我自己都不懂这到底是怎么了？

           

            虽说工作压力难免很大，但我总告诉自己Clemen！这一切都会过去的，过渡期

            过渡期！！！还年轻~现在辛苦点以后就好过些 :)

            样样靠自己是最好的！难道不是吗？ 嘻....

            今晚在Ck渡过我2011年的最后一天，欢庆我2012年的开始。           

            ♥ Say Goodbye To 2011 & Welcome My 2012 ♥

            Clemen Mode was OOOONNN!!

                                           

Xmas eve and Xmas :D

                                 
                       Taddy :D     Clemen  :D    James   :D

                            老朋友们 Merry Christmas !!!

Will- It-Snow-For-Christmas 圣诞会下雪吗？Because It's You - Gummy (거미)

사랑하면 안돼

Sa rang ha myeon an dwae

마음주면 안돼

ma eum ju myeon an dwae

불안해 그만해

bur an hae geu mal hae

내가 네게 말해..

nae ga ne ge mal hae..

그대 서있는 곳

geu dae seo it neun got

반대로 돌아서서

bandaero doraseoseo

걷고 또 걸어도

geotgo tto georeodo

어느새 난 제자리에..

eo neu sae nan jejari e..

벌써 늦은건 너무 잘 알아

beol sseo neujeungeon neomu jar ara

설마 하다 내가 그대를 원하잖아

seolma hada naega geudaereul wonha janh a

빗물처럼 눈물처럼 그대가 흘러

bitmulcheoreom nunmul cheo reom geudaega heul leo

마른 내가슴을 적시며 스며 들어와..

mareun nae gaseum eul jeok si myeo seu myeo deureo wa..

지금까지 밀어도 난 가야지

ji geum kkaji mileodo nan gaya ji

그대 사랑하는데

geudae sarang haneun de

시작하고 싶어요..

sijak hago sipeoyo..

느린 걸음으로 그대가 다가와도

neurin geoleumeuro geudaega dagawado

내가 더 서둘러 멀어져리 해보지만

naega deo seo dul leo meoreojyeo ri haebo ji man

벌써 늦은건 너무 잘 알아

beol sseo neujeungeon neomu jar ar a

설마 하다 내가 그대를 원하잖아..

seol ma hada naega geudaereul wonha janh a...

빗물처럼 눈물처럼 그대가 흘러

bitmulcheoreom nunmul cheo reom geudaega heul leo

마른 내가슴을 적시며 스며 들어와..

mareun nae gaseum eul jeok si myeo seu myeo deureo wa..

지금까지 밀어도 난 가야지

jigeum kkaji mireodo nan gayaji

그대 사랑하는데

geu dae sa rang haneun de

시작하고 싶어요..

sijak hago sipeoyo..

사랑해요 사랑해요 우리

sarang haeyo saranghaeyo woo ri

닫혀버려도 아파도 좋으니..

dat hyeo beoryeo do a pado joh eu ni..

그대라서 그대여서 고마울 뿐이죠

geudae ra seo geu daeyeo seo goma eul bbun i jyo

아주 오랜시간 나만을 지켜줄 사람

a ju o raen si gan namaneul ji kyeo jur saram

미안해요 이제야 알아서

mi an hae yo i je ya ar a seo

미안한 맘 보다 더 그댈 사랑할게요

mi an han mam boda deo geu dael sarang hal geyo

그댈 사랑하니까...

geu dael sarang ha ni kka...

English Lyric

I shouldn’t love

I shouldn’t give my heart

“Let it go”,

“Stop it now”

..are the words I say to myself

I turn away from where you are,

And I walk and walk,

But I know I’ll always end up back there again

I didn’t think, but I love you

Like the rain, like the tears,

You pour out of me

I try and control my heart

You push me away, but I don’t go

I love you

I want to begin with you

Your slow steps bring you nearer

Still I rush to you and almost stumble

But I know all too well that it’s too late

I didn’t think, but I love you?

Like the rain, like the tears

You pour out of me

I try and control my heart

You push me away, but I don’t go

I love you

I love you.

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Another ME ,MINE ,I （¯﹃¯）

18.12.2011 was my lovely sista 's Rom Ceremony and  shear my long hair date。。。I don't know today why i decide to trim my long hair in a moment,never regret because it ...may be I gonna to try a new look ....geeee :)

Fresh me upppppppppppppppppp   :) 

                      
                         **lovely sista & brother inlaw**

         Mr.Kam said : Clemen,you should have a photo here and the next turn 
                   to you to get married...  >.<  swt~~haha :)

 

At the same day ...say goodbye to my long hair ! gdBye my love!

R.Clemenis :P

     Working Look ---

                             Make up Artist : Ms.LiNaa      ♥ 
                              CK3 Night M    : Ms.Clemen     ♥  :P

NEW Enviroment

Finally have my own space to rest, create a different self 

and assist own to growing up ...

Do not disturb, thank you eh!!! good night

小丑的生活 & 致命的药丸

   由于哥的pub刚开张几天，靓妞P.R们都还没到齐~他便托我到他那儿去帮忙几天...说真

的，我确实是不想去，可他亲自开口，怎么推喔？你教我囖！又要折磨自己的睡眠时间去应酬

那些xxx! 挺无奈的！

   连续几天都想起那天晚上因为一些事我喝得很醉麻烦到几个朋友照料我的事就鼻头一酸,

实在太失礼了喇！也因为这样，当我面对那几位朋友的时侯，产生了多几分的尴尬...

甚至都没有勇气面对他们。哎哟~除了抱歉还是得谢谢他们。希望他们不会怪我。。

呵呵:P

   话说回来...这几天仿佛为自己注入“麻醉剂”，怎么那样说呢？工作啊！一天24个小时，

14个小时是属工作，2个小时歇息包括用晚餐，2个小时失眠，6个小时睡觉。。。天啊！

也好啦~费事有时间闲下来胡思乱想yenoh的苦涩。难堪，悲哀！阿弥陀佛！善哉善哉！

   最痛苦的再见是从未说出口的道别，默默地离去...走远了~走吧！淡忘不属于自己的，

让一切归零 。Clemen，告诉自己：过了今天的悲伤，期待明天会更好~  :)

思念就像一种致命的药丸。

   

Singles Awareness Day

      百年难得相遇 6 光棍在 1 起（六一节）Singles Awareness Day

 11.11.11 单身其实很快乐，不是么？因为单身一族是种自由的个体，是会被羡慕的一群。

     “当你拿了背包，说已向公司请了十天假要去散心到外地去旅行，那种笑潇洒的帅气，

你知道吗？看在我们眼里，那是一种只能渴望的梦想。”一位已婚的发言者小易说。我说啊

小易，这个是种人生阶段，每个人要求的生活方式都不同，需经过的考验更是不一样。今天你或许看见别人如此的潇洒毫无顾虑，问心自抚自己曾经也不是一样吗？唯一不一样的是在于一个选择!就如一条路上有许多个转角处，而你的选择造就了你的一生。

每个人的背后也有着自己的故事，从错中学习成长喔各位。

（以上那句话不直接反应小易的心声，而是提醒曾浏览我部落格的读者们与自己）

     分叉路口处，总要有一个抉择。一旦心里有数，就算将来有多么坎坷都是自己在第一步下棋时所作的决定。现在不结婚不谈恋爱而选择单身的年轻男女们和我...呵呵！！并不代表我们很难相处或标准太高，或在遮掩自己的性向。这些有可能，但不必然。我们单身，可能跟他们结婚一样，有时是人生际遇和个人选择复杂的组合，也有时只是刚好如此。

     米果也忍不住在部落格回应白痴的卫生署长，写下被数万网民疯狂转发的

《不结婚是神经病，你现在才知道》 一文，她提出结不结婚是个人体质与晚饭进食习惯不同

问题的论调，姐妹们不必因为自己的选择，而忍受种种似“像你这么贤慧，不结婚好可惜。”

同情口吻“过度关切”的话语。

     这是一个人人可以发声的年代，不想听冷言冷语，大可以高声呼喊“单身快乐”但在光

棍这一天，是时候放松平凡的单身一族们反击的发声练习，告别只能无奈啃黄莲当哑子的岁

月。

     加油↖(^ω^)↗年轻的珂蕾蔓同学！ 加油↖(^ω^)↗ 年轻的你们！

记得“一个人的信念”直接反映出一个人用什么心态去看待每一件事。

还年轻~~的我们尽情享受单身吧！上帝与我们一样过着单身的生活 ♥

LOVE YOU YOU

Love u u 我像孤独的渔夫

Love u u wo xiang gu du de yu fu

说不出 爱的温度

Shuo bu chu ai de wen du

很想给你的幸福 你却自我保护

Hen xiang gei ni de xing fu ni que zi wo bao hu

转弯处 只剩下潮汐之外的荒芜

Zhuan wan chu zhi sheng xia chao xi zhi wai de huang wu

Love u u 卻在海裡迷了路

Love u u que zai hai li mi le lu

找不出 心的歸屬

Zhao bu chu xin de gui shu

思念越尝越苦 心跳乱了脚步

Si nian yue chang yue ku xin tiao luan le jiao bu

怎么我 读不懂你唇语之间的无助

Zen me wo du bu dong ni chun yu zhi jian de wu zhu

( Chorus )

就算用尽所有真心 却到不了你的心底

Jiu suan yong jin suo you zhen xin que dao bu liao ni de xin di

回忆难以靠近 你是我奢求的唯一

Hui yi nan yi kao jin ni shi wo she qiu de wei yi

让我用尽所有力气 只要你相信

Rang wo yong jin suo you li qi zhi yao ni xiang xin

我最堅持的聲音 只剩一句 love u u

Wo zui jian chi de sheng yin zhi shen yi ju love u u

Stay with me

能不能别这样放弃

Neng bu neng bie zhe yang fang qi

能不能就放开自己

Neng bu neng jiu fang kai zi ji

海浪穿透我的伤心

Hai lang chuan tou wo de shang xin

请听一听爱的声音

Qing ting yi ting ai de sheng yin

(Repeat Chorus)

洞悉

    现实就像一张温床，给人安逸的同时，也让人渐渐失去进取的力量，是满足于眼前现有的

一切，还是积极行动起来未雨绸缪? 年轻人在求知和塑造自己的时期，自己要学会给自己加

码，要培养自己的忧患意识和危机意识，始终行动为见证，而不是满足于目前的现状。

虽说人要懂得知足常乐，但太过于放纵或宠坏自己，只会让一切变得更糟!!!

    成功的元帅在打仗的时候，不是先研究如何进行冲锋，而是先考虑形势不利的时候如何撤

退。 思路是重要的观点!!! 居安思危，居危思安...

    珂蕾蔓同学! 你理应加强更多可以让你进步的空间，塑造另一个自己，让自己活得比别人

更快乐更轻松。求别人帮助，倒不如求自己，要是最终失败收场，也证明你已尽了力挺到最后
靠自己究竟靠什么? 只能考重新认识自我，靠自己积极的努力奋斗，自己的努力是一个可以挖
掘出无价之宝的宝藏。

只有靠自己换取的才是最实质 !!!

（Helping yourself is superior to seeking help）

年轻的你们加油 !!! 珂蕾蔓同学你也加油!! ♥

Endless Road...

The truth is tearing up
my heart
I can't recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign

Can't even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this
Would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my Sell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this i think I never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside  
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this
Would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my Sell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think I never will... 

(the end)

Gift From God

     THIS is a photo has been be elected by me had an attractive smilling .
Arrrrrrrhahahaha....do you agree to meeee? May be you 'll not very agree ,but
different peoples different attraction ! Heeeeee....Im a gift from the GOD!
     Mommy,thanks you ...from baby turn me into a young girl ,teenager...
I will fight and implement whattttttsssss I want in my future.
Thanks GOD and my lovely Mommyyyy ! I love you ..

                     
                         fall in love to this smilling...❤
                      SHOULD I accelerate my steps to pursue my GOAL.
                        add oil Clemen---   :)

Momentary Grief N Lost

   My first flight was travelling alone to Singapore.That was bring me a deep-felt
gratitude in my life .Peoples who don't know me might will felt nothing great,but that was a bitter experience at the began of my trip. Hmmm....Originally I wanna
to leave here and staying there ,but don't know why when I step in the plane,
my tears was surge up violently.Why why why ...? Because Of You..?
Very unwilling to think about you !
   Long story can't speak out in a day and publish here.Apologize !Is my
step-bro to raise me up ,hold me tight and let me to lean on his shoulder.
Thanks bro!I still have my lovely FAMILY please..Im must not selfish to
abandoned them,yup.....yup.....yup.....I should to book ticket and go back
after few days.Okays~ Stop the bitter engine and forget who am I ? Heee....

   Sharing my photos here ,please don't admire me like a korean girl. If it were
not for the phone and computer software,I have not to get the lomo and sepia effect of editing.
 
    Heeeeeee  :) Finally Im gratifying and satisfactory all my photos and the
momentary trip.

●•٠·˙Bye Bye :)

LULU GOH n CLEMEN LEONG

      Lulu is a friend and my hair stylish walk into my life when I being suffer .

He is a humour person ,nice smilling and a penny-pincher...heeeheeee :)

that sentences might displease him so much.When he saw that even though i known what his reaction might stingy to me ,but anyway I appreciate you ,and 

nice to meet you LULU GOH !